I wasn't going to post on this again actually, at least for a while but enough people have called and texted (Thank you!) to check in that I feel I should make more of an effort to keep people informed with something other than a Facebook update or Tweet. I think we shield ourselves in a protective covering when we share anything- for fear that others will see the ugly, raw sides of ourselves … [Read more...]
Not There.
April 30, 2012 by · 3 Comments
Last week when Bear had surgery, I steeled myself. I just can't go to that mysterious there sometimes. There is weakness, there is statistics and there is my grief, ready as a wet woolen blanket to be thrown back on all over. When he was wheeled away on the almost comically over-sized hospital bed, I swallowed the lump back and turned away. NO. When the nurse came to say he was in surgery, … [Read more...]