Really.
Lately when people ask me how I am, they seriously grimace slightly. I have been taking that to be a face of sympathy for me. Which is fine, it amuses me actually because they are trying to be sensitive to me, which is nice and all, but honestly, I’m ok. Perhaps I’m in denial. I don’t think that I am in denial but most crazy people don’t realize that they are until they get committed. 😉
I have now been forced to convince people of my mental status. I suppose I don’t really need to, it’s just my desire to be understood that makes me try to convince people I’m not crazy or miserable. It doesn’t help that I have taken a sabbatical from church, that really makes people think wrong things. I’m not having a faith crisis. See “God’s Church” for the explanation for that one. I’m more ok than I’ve been in a long while, really.
Whatever the case, I’m really ok. Really.