a million things raced through my head when the ultrasound doctor smiled at me. "I don't see any traces of the cysts on the brain," he said, his words restoring my displaced emotions. "and although there is still a spot on the heart, the rest of him checks out so well we aren't concerned." the doctor in Little Rock over the computer monitor who was observing via web cam seconded, "you have a … [Read more...]

Internet AND a computer that is connected to it. Brilliant! I'm in heaven, things are working out slowly but surely, I feel that my head is finally starting to clear after all the stress of the last few weeks. I'm sleeping better in my huge bedroom so I'm not in a half-state of awake during the day. Tomorrow is my ultrasound and I feel nothing but irritation that they made the appointment … [Read more...]

I'm in the new house- boxes in various states of unpacked, kitchen in disorder, rooms painted but not cut in... I'm typing on my iPhone, which I have to say in no easy feat. I want to write more, but it's hard to share my heart pecking away on the tiny keyboard. :) Thanks for your thoughts and prayers- the ultrasound is this week, I'm stressed and trying to trust God. I hope my computer … [Read more...]

First of all, I totally need to update this more often. I feel like I have nothing to say so I just... say... nothing... and- for anyone who thinks I'm mature or handling things well, (there may be none of you if you read my insane ranting on here on a regular basis!) I'm not. I'm stressed out a lot, even if I think I'm not stressed, my hunched up shoulders tell me otherwise. I am snappy … [Read more...]