I have waited a few days to post because I've been kind of ticked off about some things and wanted to cool off first. My first version of this was still a little railing, so I've deleted it and started over. :)So, basically I'm not going to post about what is really on my mind because as hard as I tried, I came across really angry even though most of what I said was meant in a lighter tone that it … [Read more...]
a lenghy post scrip indeed
June 15, 2009 by · Leave a Comment
In Regards to "No Really, I'm Fine" Read that first!Don't get me wrong, sometimes it does hit me like a ton of bricks. The reality, the gravity of it all is confounding, confuddeling and confusing. There at times I literally can't breathe because it is so much. It's like all the air is being sucked out of my lungs rapidly and I bend over in agony. It is real, all so very real and it scares me. I … [Read more...]
God’s Church
June 7, 2009 by · 4 Comments
I've gone through the I-hate-the-church-today phase. I've read the relevant articles, listened to angry Christian musicians and preachers and talked with fellow radicals over drinks about how far the church has strayed. I can talk the talk. I can judge very intelligently and be cruel. I can say how I love the pot-smoking-hippie-crowd who doesn't judge me and loves me with open arms and … [Read more...]
the beauty in failure
May 13, 2009 by · 2 Comments
Sometimes I feel the urge to write something serious, not because I feel serious or am depressed about anything, it's simply a desire to purge myself of something. A lot of the time I work through things while writing. Other times I feel I need to write something serious simply because of I'm comparing myself. When I read other blogs, I feel like I am slightly more insane and childish with a … [Read more...]