lil bit o’ honey

I have waited a few days to post because I've been kind of ticked off about some things and wanted to cool off first. My first version of this was still a little railing, so I've deleted it and started over. :)So, basically I'm not going to post about what is really on my mind because as hard as I tried, I came across really angry even though most of what I said was meant in a lighter tone that it … [Read more...]

God’s Church

I've gone through the I-hate-the-church-today phase. I've read the relevant articles, listened to angry Christian musicians and preachers and talked with fellow radicals over drinks about how far the church has strayed. I can talk the talk. I can judge very intelligently and be cruel. I can say how I love the pot-smoking-hippie-crowd who doesn't judge me and loves me with open arms and … [Read more...]

the beauty in failure

Sometimes I feel the urge to write something serious, not because I feel serious or am depressed about anything, it's simply a desire to purge myself of something. A lot of the time I work through things while writing. Other times I feel I need to write something serious simply because of I'm comparing myself. When I read other blogs, I feel like I am slightly more insane and childish with a … [Read more...]

a case of the MONdays

I looked outside in my back yard today and wondered where I have been. Every tree is now fully clothed in a canopy of leaves and coverings. There is deep, cool shade again in my yard, invoking thoughts of relaxation and peace. The wide branches dipped and swayed in step as if hearing some song my human ears couldn't hear. Wind moves through the leaves, whipping them to a frenzy and thousands of … [Read more...]