Pink is not a part of my life. ***** 5 years ago this month... I dreamed of fluffy tutu's, head swallowing bows and plastic jewels. I could see her sweet white blonde curls, large blue eyes, dressed up in princess costumes and tea parties with stuffed animals. I expected to be annoyed with little hands in my make- up drawer and feet tripping around the house in my heels. I … [Read more...]
"It might be a quarter life crisis, or just the stirring in my soul" -John Mayer, Why Georgia There is something sadly, youthfully tragic about growing up. It's when the shine is off the world for the first time, a growing up and a separation, eyes opening wider and seeing things more sharply. It's not that all is hopeless or gone, things are simply different and relating to the usual people … [Read more...]
In Regards to "No Really, I'm Fine" Read that first!Don't get me wrong, sometimes it does hit me like a ton of bricks. The reality, the gravity of it all is confounding, confuddeling and confusing. There at times I literally can't breathe because it is so much. It's like all the air is being sucked out of my lungs rapidly and I bend over in agony. It is real, all so very real and it scares me. I … [Read more...]
