somewhat senseless ramblings of my sleep-less brain

when I was young, I'd hold my breath and go under the water in a swimming pool in the summer. I'd turn over and look up at the surface, how the sunlight would come through the water and thought it was so beautiful. Today I sleep with 3 comforters on me, not so much for the heat, but I love the weight and also think this is beautiful. Winter is here. The cold, dead time of year and for once I … [Read more...]

and of this infamous day

watching the sun was hurting my eyes so I aimed my eyes about 10 degrees below it. I don't know how long the ear plugs were in my ear without music pounding out of the earbuds, but I think quite awhile. I get left alone for the most part when they are in. The trees became creepy black silhouettes against the brightness of the sun and I closed my eyes. The sun became red and the shadows became … [Read more...]

of which we go to little rock on the morrow

eeesh. tomorrow we're going to Summit's appointment in little rock children's hospital. the only memory I have of that place is visiting my sick friend Kendall that had cancer and having to run out of the room before I passed out. ultimately I know that this changes nothing. knowledge is power, right? or so they say. what about that some things are better left unsaid? I dunno. they'll take his … [Read more...]

well, he’s a lover, not a fighter (Pics!)

here is a series of pics with my good friend Kim's daughter, Ashlyn. Summit really seems to like her a lot! He was all smiles and constantly wanted to hold her hand! … [Read more...]