Summit's first time in a hot tub! … [Read more...]
we blindly walk along the path with faith
The other night I was dropping off a friend and we sat in my car and talked for what seemed like hours. When my non-kegal-exercised bladder protested, we went inside and proceed to talk more, comfortable sitting on her couch with the lamps shining brightly in the dark room. She was pouring out from her heart and although the flowing never ceased, I had to leave finally because our lives are, … [Read more...]
he matches ME
As I smoothed lotion over Summit's crawling-chapped knees once again today, I marveled at him, my child.When Summit entered this world, everyone excitedly remarked over and over how much he looked like Ben! He was called mini-Ben. He had the Clark chin, Grandma Clark's mouth, Katy's eyes, etc. I felt suddenly lost with this stranger that had been growing in me. I couldn't hold him because I was … [Read more...]
Now and Then
I was reading in an old journal the other day and was thoroughly depressed afterwords. I mean, I was such a dork when I was 16! I could read between the lines of what I was writing in my journal, because I know myself and all, and w-o-w. I wouldn't commit anything to paper that could have the possibility of embarrassing me later (like what I read in my sister's diary when she wasn't around.) I … [Read more...]