I have waited a few days to post because I've been kind of ticked off about some things and wanted to cool off first. My first version of this was still a little railing, so I've deleted it and started over. :)So, basically I'm not going to post about what is really on my mind because as hard as I tried, I came across really angry even though most of what I said was meant in a lighter tone that it … [Read more...]
a lenghy post scrip indeed
June 15, 2009 by · Leave a Comment
In Regards to "No Really, I'm Fine" Read that first!Don't get me wrong, sometimes it does hit me like a ton of bricks. The reality, the gravity of it all is confounding, confuddeling and confusing. There at times I literally can't breathe because it is so much. It's like all the air is being sucked out of my lungs rapidly and I bend over in agony. It is real, all so very real and it scares me. I … [Read more...]
stopping and smelling roses
June 15, 2009 by · 1 Comment
I got this rose scented candle at OLD NAVY of all surprising places and have been sniffing it every time I sit down at my computer desk. It's in a nice little tin that is pretty so just seeing it makes me happy actually. I love the smell of roses. It makes me think of past lives that I had forgotten. I remember being young, the kind of young that the memories come out even more surreal and dream … [Read more...]
no really, I’m fine
June 14, 2009 by · Leave a Comment
Really. Lately when people ask me how I am, they seriously grimace slightly. I have been taking that to be a face of sympathy for me. Which is fine, it amuses me actually because they are trying to be sensitive to me, which is nice and all, but honestly, I'm ok. Perhaps I'm in denial. I don't think that I am in denial but most crazy people don't realize that they are until they get committed. ;)I … [Read more...]